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Jun. 10th, 2006 @ 07:20 pm UGGGH I HATE THIS WEATHER
Today I Feel: blah
i want the suuuunnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

supp wit dis???? ughhhh i feel like im always inside eeehh

so i will do this to occupy my time

LAST PERSON WHO
-Slept in your bed: me
-Saw you cry: my mom
-Made you cry: my aunt flow....
-Spent the night with: the bff
-You shared a drink with: KARINA, it was water :)
-You went to the movies with: the fam to see da vinci code
-You went to the mall with: myself to get a JOB
-Yelled at you: umm probably my brother
-Sent you an email: Lisa with UPB events :)
HAVE YOU EVER...
-Gotten in a fight with your pet: i have no pets :(
-Been to New York: yep
-Florida: ft lauderdale obvi
-California: san diego
-Hawaii: no
-Mexico: no
-China: no
-Danced naked: umm maybe when im alsone in my room
-Wish you were the opposite sex: yeah, only when i think about getting rich one day haha
-Had an imaginary friend: nope
JUST QUESTIONS:
-Things you like in a girl/guy: someone supportive
-Do you have a crush on someone: haha yup
-What book are you reading now: the soul of a chef, skinny dipped, life in le merde
-Worst feeling in the world: hopeless
-What is the first thing you think when you wake up: either too cold or too hot
-Future daughter's name: hmmm i cant think of one
-Future son's name: cal or grant or something else apple
-Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: when i need to cuddle
-What's under your bed: i try not to look
-Favorite sport to watch: football
-Current Age: 18
-Siblings: cj
-Location: a-town
-College plans: Case Western :)
-Piercings/tattoos: just my ears
-Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yup!
EXTRA STUFF
-Do you do drugs: nope
-Who are you're best friends?: my twin!
-What are you most scared of: my future?? being destitute??
-What clothes do you sleep in: athletic shorts i stole from nick, and a tee/cami
-Where do you want to get married: VEGAS haha
-Who do you really hate: POACHERS and terrorists clearly
-What type automobile do you drive: elantra!!!
-Do you have a job: its complicated
-Do you like being around people: yeah
-Are you for world peace: YES
-Are you a health freak: ehh not as much as i should be
-Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: clooney
-Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: probs
-Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i dont know
-Want someone you don't have right now: yessssssss
-Are you lonely right now: sorta
-Ever afraid you'll never get married: i dont think so
-Do you want to get married: sure
-Do you want kids: i want a pet!

FAVORITE
-Room in house: the tivo room and kitchen haha
-Type(s) of music: pop and showtunes, beware
-Color: yellow and pink
-Perfume or cologne: irrisistable!
-Month: mhhh any sunny month
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
-Cried: dont think so
-Bought something: i have a problem
-Gotten sick: nope
-Sang: "MY HIPS DONT LIE!!"
-Said "I Love You": haha yeah
-Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yea
-Met someone new: mmm no?
-Moved on: uuuh i dont think so
-Talked to someone: yep
-Missed someone: YES
-Hugged someone: yeah!
-Kissed someone: mmmmm...no
-Fought with your parents: i dont think so

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE

Actor/Actress: any whalberg :)/ sandra bullok
Animal: puppys
Food: VEGITARIAN ANYTHING (almost)
Cartoon: rugrats maybe...family guy?
Flower: hmmm something colorfull that smells nice :)
Shoe Brand: steve madden
Subject in school: bio
Sport to play: anything with waterguns (i dont know where that came from)
TV show: SATC, what not to wear, law and order!
Holiday: x-mas
Book: hmm i cant think of one
Vacationing Spot: the cape!
Thing To Do In The Spring: go for a hike and watch everything bloom
Summer: beach
Thing To Do In The Fall: go back to school shopping :)
Thing To Do In The Winter: not freeze, hot chocolate
Game: kings, haha
IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: shakira
Person you talk most on the phone with: hahai have a big bill to chicago
Ever taken a cab?: yup
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: everyone does
What color is your bedroom?: purlpe and green
Do you use an alarm clock?: i try
Name one thing you are obsessed with: uhhh tivo. thats so sad
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: nope
Ever sunbathed nude?: no
Window seat or aisle?: window! i have flown soo many times this year for school,ALWAYS window
LA LA LAND

What's your sleeping position?: cuddling! :(
What kind of bed do you like?: my bed at school with MEMORY FOAM!
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: mostly
Do you snore?: not much i think
Do you sleepwalk?: nope
Do you talk in your sleep?: not to my knowledge
How about with the light on?: nopr
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: only if i cant sleep

WHICH IS BETTER

Coke or Pepsi?: diet coke with lemon
Oranges or apples?: apples
One pillow or two?: four
Deaf or blind?: deaf
Pools or hot tubs?: pools
Blondes or brunettes?: blonds!!!!
tall or short?: tall
TV or radio?: tv
Beach or pool?: beach
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: orbit
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: snooze
Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: veggieburger with cheeeese
Morning or night?: depends
Sports or news?: news
Indoors or outdoors?: outdoors
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: EVE!!!!!!!!
Cake or ice cream?: hmmmm depends in the mood. but normally not together. one or the other
Bert or Ernie?: ernie
Spicy or Mild?: mild
Spearmint or Peppermint?: peppermint
Call or Write?: both
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: chunky pb and strawberry jelly
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: boca sausage!
Dog or Cat?: dog
Bath or shower?: bah if im tired :)
Book or Movie?: depends on the book
Green or Red apples?: MACS! they have BOTH
Rain or Snow?: ugh..only nice lightclean snow
Nike or Adidas?: nike?

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

Took a shower?: dont ask
Watched Bambi: years
Talked on the phone?: at like 2
Read a book?: today
Punched someone?: only nick haha

THE FUTURE

Where do you see yourself in ten years?: earth
How many kids?: ugh i dont know
Your profession: thats in the air
Future School: uhh Case
Car of Your Dreams: one that i own
I wanna live: not the south
Current Mood: bord

thats end
i hate not having a job
nothing/noone to get dressed up for
i dont think i planned this summer thing that well
i think im gunna go have a popsicle

later
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Apr. 11th, 2006 @ 09:51 pm
AAAAAHHHH

school is almost OVEEERRRRR

ohh god i have like 4 more weeks left, gahh. its getting really nice here though. im glad that after about 9 months of sleet/rain/snow/nosunwhatsoever we finally get a few days over 60, ohhhhh clevelandd

stuff left:
rough draft due tomorrow
final draft due at some point
one lab
bio final
psych final
chem test
chem final
one last envsci book


woot thats all, not so bad once its written down, its manegeable, i just have to set time aside for each, plus i have fun this coming up too

-phi mu formal
-egg painting tomorrow!
-bbq monday
-conidian wednesday
-initiation party
-springfest

and DRINKING THIS WEEKEND :) ohhhhh college, i love you

i will miss goinng home and not having parties to go to, or frat houses to crash at, or pizza/soft pretzels at 2am.

but i get to work all day, and idk pleasure read or workout in my spare time. two things i dont really do here haha

i dont know how being an orientation leader or going to see nick is gunna work out. im kinda just used to always having someone to hang out with whenever i feel like it/our social life is kinda dependant on the other i dont know :( plus he is basically my roomate now that sheree moved out, so it will be sad to not have anyone to drool on at night or to CATCH PINK EYE FROM (ohhh thats a fun one) nice :-P

awww im gunna mimsss my room, i dont know what having 3 roomaes will be like, whatever, i doubt i will be sleeping there all too often anyways

AHHHH i just gotta get through this paper, alright im out

sorry this is so borinig
i dont have the energy to make this entertaining

later
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Mar. 9th, 2006 @ 11:34 am
Today I Feel: not productive
i stole this from josh bell, cuz college gives me redonk amount of free time...yay midterms OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR



1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT?
at the house studying for bio test, like woah
2. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Pink '05 MTV spring break shirt that i borrowed and never returned
3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR top 8? (facebook?, cuz i dont have a myspace...)
umm, yeah i guess
4. DO YOU HAVE A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?(Myspace/facebook)
ohhhh so many crushes
5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON UR FRIENDS LIST DO U KNOW IN REAL LIFE? (Myspace/facebook)
id say all but maybe 10
6. DO YOU HOLD GRUDGES?
i try not to, but i totally do
7. HAVE YOU EVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN?
nope
8. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
its better now that i moved away, but i dont call them as much as i should
9. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED IN THE THEATER?
jesus...idk....i download biotch
10. NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU DID TODAY?
b-fast, took a nap from 8:45-9:20 am (jesus...), bio midterm
11. WOULD YOU RATHER GIVE OR RECEIVE A FOOT MASSAGE?
Recieve, clearly :-P
12. NAME A TEACHER YOU HAD THE HOTS FOR:
MR RICHARDSON, MIKE BARRIE (hes actually a sophmore bio tutor, but hes so cute)
13. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
an old snapple bottle with change in it, bout it...
14. WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECENT CALL LIST!
nickoloso
15. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
sex and the city theme, shakira (in spanish)
16. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP?
7:45
17. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
layin around chillin
18. HOW MANY EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? (Myspace/facebook)
none
19. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
No
20. FAVORITE CITY?
not cleveland
21. FAVORITE COLORS?
Pink,yellow
22. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT FOR?
SPRING BREAKKKK
23. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
2 months ago
24. NAME ONE THING YOU WANT MOST?
to be HOMEEEEEEE
25. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
Pay MY BILLSS YO!!!! also lots of blacktar heroin
26. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
couple months
27. IS TOM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST? (Myspace)
F TOM AND F MYSPACE!!! grrrr
28. LAST THING YOU SAID OUT LOUD?
"how's it goin'" to the kid in the stairwell
29. LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED AND/OR KISSED?
Nick
30. LAST THING YOU SPENT OVER $100 ON?
pledge pin (bad move)
31. WHAT KIND OF SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
none
32. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED?
blue stapless dress for fomal
33. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
facebook...shocking
34. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
i dont have texing, saves me a jillion dollars a month
35. DO YOU HAVE AN AIR FRESHENER IN YOUR CAR?
Yeah!!!! i misss it, smells soo good :)
36. DO YOU HAVE ANY PLANTS IN YOUR ROOM?
i just chucked my dead aloe plant
37. FAVORITE DRINK?
unrefrigerated naddy (only cuz i have 'bout 10 stolen cans in my closet)
38. LAST E-MAIL RECIEVED?
idk, from case about something
39. CURRENT PAIN IN/ON YOUR BODY?
my right scapula, from being on my tummy writing this while proping myself up on my elbows...YEAH ANATOMYYYYY
40. LAST TAXI RIDE?
Um, in NYC
41. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
???
42. DO YOU OWN A CELL PHONE?
"I'd die without youuuuuuuuuu"
43. WHAT ZODIAC SIGN ARE YOU?
VIRGO
44. FAVORITE STARBUCKS DRINK?
canned double shot, only thing that keeps me awake in the AM
45. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
RICCOTA CHEESE (mmmm im so goin to 'tucci's as soon as im back)
46. IF YOUR BF CHEATED ON YOU, WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A SECOND CHANCE?
hmmmm idk, depends
47. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU FULLY TRUST?
trust no one
48. ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
karina and sarah cuz of my aching scapula
49. WHAT ARE YOU FEELING RIGHT NOW?
that i should do my pstch reading/launndry/cleaning/sleeping/showering
50. WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU WILL BE TOMORROW AT MIDNIGHT?
haha in my room getting SMASHED (ohhhh college and first night of spring break)






im done


ill be home SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


so hang out with me

and nick is coming on wednesday, so you can chill with him if ya want

laterrrr
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Mar. 4th, 2006 @ 03:44 pm
I STOLE THIS FROM ROSE CUZ I IM A HUUUUGE TIME WASTERRRRRRR

Four jobs I've had:
+ Arlington Children's Theater's bitch
+ FIRDAYSSSSSS
+ cwru tourguide
+ ORIENTATION LEADER THIS SUMMER

Four movies I can watch over and over:
+ COOL RUNNINGS
+ any disney channel movie (umm brink!)
+ sister act 2
+ sound of music

Four places I have lived:
+ Edmund road Arlington, MA
+ summer street Arlington, Ma
+ raymond house, cleveland, OH
+ Phi Mu Hose, Cleveland, OH

Four TV shows I love to watch:
....but i dont get to because i never watch tv :(
+ project runway
+ sex and the city
+ jeoparty
+ mtv stuff (room raiders, pimp my ride)

Four places I have been on vacation:
+ the cape
+ san diego
+ disney land (in second grade)
+ WISCONSIN ::yay::, not

Four of my favorite dishes:
+ vegan food at tommies
+ middle eastern food from Aladdins
+ tomato, cheese, mayo, mustard paninis
+ frid food with cat-sup

Four websites I visit daily:
+ facebook
+ case mail
+ blackbord
+ google

Four places I would rather be right now:
+ arlington
+ tahiti
+ CALIFORNIA VISETING DEBBBBBBBB
+ out of debt (HA!)


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand im done
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Feb. 27th, 2006 @ 12:16 am PS
we also had room draw today for living in the phi mu house and i GOT IN!!!


yay! its SOOO cheap and i get to live in a big hous ewith all there girls that i adore, and care not crazy hoe-snatch-bitch-wrinkles. haha

im in a four pack with 2 seniors and one other girls from my pledge class. and the room is ADORABLE. clearly. plus im on the third floor wich will be the relaxed quit flooor, cuz we dont have as many people and everyone is kinda chill. but the second floor will be CRAZYYYYYY so i can go down there for a good time, but i have a place when i need to go chill


ok i have to go for real now

later
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Feb. 26th, 2006 @ 11:54 pm
Today I Feel: and i really have to pee
Lavaliere - A piece of jewelry, most commonly a charm worn on a necklace, with the letters of one's sorority or fraternity

Lavaliering - The practice of a fraternity man giving his lavaliere/letters to a woman, signifying their committed relationship

THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anybody who is not greek its kinda hard to understand what it means, but its a big deal. when this happens to a girl in a sorority we have to do a candel passing ceremony. basically after chapter meeting we all stood around with the lights out while we passed around a lit candle. no one knows who got laveliered exept the person (in this case ME) and the rituial chair. the first time that candel is passed around it represents sisterhood, the second time is for attachment, and the third is lavlering. when the candle gets to the girl who was lavaliered she blows it out, then everybody squeels ad rushes over. then she stands up in front of everybody and says how it happens :)

so within the greek community laviliering is a perdy well knows peocess. for the girls is so fun because having a candle ceremony is SOOOO much fun. cuz you have this HUGE secret and everyone finds out together. plus as soon as it is announced that there is a candle passing everyone goes NUTZ trying t figure out who it is. PLUS no one would have really guessed me because im technically not even a sister yet, wich means i actually got his letters before i got my own :) plus there are somme old girls that are waiting fr thier boyfriends to lavalier them so it was a suprise when it was the nebie.

but now that i think about it, nobady else i know from arlington is greek, so i suppose i should explain the significance. so a lavalier is a necklace that has your greek letters on it, so when you give it to your girlfriend it signifys that you put them above your brothers for life. so its kinda a big deal. its really exiting actually :))))

SO i had a hunch that it was coming for a while because he had mentioned it a while ago, just something about lavaliring. and earlyer this week he got a notification that he had a packedge to pick up. he thought it was going to be his sigma nu sweatshrt, so he took me with him to go and pick it up, but insted it was this smaller box that he romptly put in his sweatshirt. so i figured that it might be the lavalier....so anyway we go to formal and have a good time (for pictures check facebook, obvi) and during dinner it was cold so he put his jacket around me and i felt in the pocket and there was this little box, so that was BIG hint number two. but again i didnt say anything. so we have more fun and head back to our building. i go upstairs to grab some pjs and come down to his room and start off by complaining about how i just saw sheree blahblah etc. and then he pulls out the chain wth the lavalier and just goes "i think i have something that might make you feel better". but i had TOTALLY orgotten it, so it cought me off guard. awwwww it was so cute :)

AND i got my very own candle passing :) i think you can tell how exiting this is awwwwww

people kept asking me if i had a good time at formal and if anything exiting happend....haha yup :)

so anyway there is my big news.

ENJOY

im going to hang out with my man now :)
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Feb. 25th, 2006 @ 08:57 am
Today I Feel: tired
hi all

its saterday and im up early!!!

last night was winie and cheese party at sigma nu, mmmm. even though nick was not there b/c he is somewhere in penn. for mock trial, we go to case....haha ohhh i love being at a notoriously nerd school, anything you do is completely acceptable! no joke, on valintines i had my choice of movie..and i totally picked STARTRECK! yes its true, startreck and wine, mmmmmmm. ohhhhh case. umm speaking of today is SIX MONTHS with nick. its cute because we have formal tonight and i borrowed this really amazing jessica mcKlintoc dress, yay for college having like a million formal/semi-formal dances!!!!! although we are supposed to catch a bus to the place with everyone else, but bf might be late :( and if he drove himself that means no drinkies for him. ughh i always think he is pissed when i am drunk and he's not, but when we are both drunk enough to have a good time without me ralfing all over the spare bedroom, its good times.

man this week has been such a beast. the whole roomate thing is hitting he fan, she is supposed to be moving out, but she is taking her sweet ass time. so for the past four nights i have not slept in my room :) im taking up the free bad in the phi mu 5 pack. yup 5 gils, 1 room. its fun though :) i really want to live in the house next year. im just on the edge of the room draw line, so i dont know about my chnces of getting bed here. its soo muc fun in the house. thers unlimited food (a good ad a bad thing i guess) always someone to hang out with. plus clothes, make-up, hair product and whatnot 20 times over. plus its so CHEAP. its like 500 bucks a semester. shit son

thursday was frat party/dinner for all the now sorority pledges at delta tau delta, wine in lisas room, beer in nicks room, then some fun durnk times, sobriety (sorta), sleep over with my phi pledge class. yay my class is awesome!! im gunna have a good time fo' sho'.

LAST NIGHT was wine and cheese party for everyone going to formal tonight. about 7 phi mu's are going so it ws fun times. plus one of my buddies who was back from co-op made legit moonshine. like from yeast and cornstarch or something like that. ehhh no dice, ill stick with the old standerd. so we got boozed up there, then lisa and i go to change for 80's party, which was sweet!!!! they had a 80's coverband there who were really good :) lots of horrible old school dancing and actng like a jackass. then BACK to wine and cheese. more wine. decided that i really needed to check my e-mail, to figue out what time to go to volenteer at the science olympiad today (haha yes).me and mel got picked up and brought back to the house. i proceeded to call nick. he tells me he need to call me back in 15 minues, but i tell him i dont know what i am supposed to do for 15 min, because clearly i was drunk and just wanted to talk right now. so i told him that i was going to study for bio (sloshed at 2 am? hello case student) but i left my book in my dorm so i took so girls ARSRONOMY BOOK? and stat in the doorway reading it. but the thing is, i REALLY wanted to red it, like REALLY. so i was trying so hard learing about how when you throuw a ball its potential energy to kineic WHATEVER. then the two of them in the room get mad at me and tell me that i couldent read it anmore and STOLE IT AWAY FROM ME. haha i was so upset, i honstly at the time really wanted to learn about the solar system, NOT BEING OBNOXIOUS, just sittin and rying REALLY hard to understand. man i was pissed. so i just called nick back and told him that i could not wait for 15 minutes because i was not being allowed to learn about the solar system :(

KARINA that reminds me, we need to get DA-RUNK together when i come back. i think our styles would mesh well together. we could study ANATOMY or something. good times :)

alright this is long enough, i wont tell "snow-ball" stries you can look at facebook for pics. fun times............:)

im off to d god knows what before i dance/flask it up tonight. what a week. i swear that once the re-re is gone i will chill out a little bit. sooooooo

untill then
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Feb. 6th, 2006 @ 11:20 pm GOING GREEEEEKK
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i am SOOOO f-ing happy!!!!!!

i got a bid from PHI MU!!!!!!!!

i have wantd to be a phi FOREVER!!!
we had the welcome dinner tonight and it was AMAZING

i love these gils sooooo much

no seriously, i could not have joined  better sorority, they are sooo special to me

every simgle girl is soo sweet. not to mention we are soooo the most hard core sorority. we have the highest gpa, won greek week twice in a row, were to top pick of 90% of the girls who pledged! we rock soo much

and we got all this stuff, bags, magnets, stickers, pens, tee-shirts. and these girls could not have cheered louder fo us

no seriously aftere that last entry i am soo much happier

no matter what happens now i have about 50 amazing girls that are there for me whenever i need them. and our house is AMAZING!! sooo cute and clorfulll , and i can just stop by whenever i want


it makes up for all the crap that has been going on laterly. my room change request got denied yesterday too, but i coukd care less. imm sooo HAPPPPYYY

and i get to wear my letters today to classss


WHOOOOO


PHI MU< DELTA OMEGA CHAPTER

ROSE AND WHITE

TRUTH LOVE HONER


:)
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Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 08:44 pm
GOODBYE AGAIN

tomorrow morning in of. still having to finish my paper, which actually i did save a good part of in my rage. just needs a while heap of polishing. ooohh procrastination

this has been SUCH a fun vaca. sit back relax let the party come to me. im not about to drive myself crazy getting groups together and orginizing people. if people wanted to hang out with me they did, it made me end up with a lot of different people, but i had a good time. hell i let my vaca decide what i did, im not about to go crazy trying to plan/force things.

YAY i got to spend AWESOME time with kar and anna. i got some AWESOME messages that i LOOOOVEd be-otch. kar, your lj icon is a whale but it LOOKS like an infinaty symbol. do you think that is a coincidence, NO WAY!!! you are just slipping into my dreams each night, it was ment to be. awwww i cant beleve we all stayed up till 6:30 talking, i felt so intelectual. haha i love that i am writing this to only you, cuz you are the only one who reads/cares about this apparently.

AND you even planned my a going away party, that was caneleed several times and turned into a faboulus luch for the girls at the greek corner. haaha ohh so many fun times this break, so random, so good. alas no twin drunkards as of yet, no worries, it will happen. haha we better watch out cuz with the way we love when we are drunk, i wouldent be suprised if we woke up in the morning married. anna can come too. she can be the witness. then she will get married, to a 36 year old french prince smuggling babies into the country. then we can all go and do coke in the bathroom of QUO, and chit-chat with the towel lady. and then show anna to eat raw quail eggs with our massive triceps. then we can go out and buy some lovely clutch purses with lots of rum. OHHH WAIT we will just use our massive triceps and get them for free FAIR AND SQUARE, but we wont remember it in the morning!!!


love how this is totally just so i dont do anything productive. i think im getting a cold, i think its cuz i get less sleep at home than i get in school. too bad we are just too cool to do anything at normal hours. thats why god invented powernaps but forgot to make the day any longer.

holy moley, by this time tomorrow ill be in chicago. haha i feel bad but i have held off calling him all day just so i wont think about it...ehhh ohh well, all will be better in the morning. and i can finish MEMOIRS OF A GAESHIA



ok ill stop myelf there


later


ohhh yeah, i also have a sweet icon, represent
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BEST!!
Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:49 am
STOLEN FROM EVA:


Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following.
Go to your library.
Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

OK I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW TO DO THIS ON MEDIA PLAYER BUT WHATEVES..

How many songs?
2191, I DOWNLOAD....A LOT

Sort by song title
First Song: 50 WAYS TO LEAVE YOUR LOVER (PAUL SIMON)
Last Song: ZAK AND SARAH (BEN FOLDS)

Sort by time
Shortest Song: WIDOW CORENYS PARLOR (OLIVER!)21 SEC
Longest Song: MEDLEY (DISPATCH)16 MIN 47 SEC

Sort by album
First Album: AUTOBIOGRAPHY (ASHLEE SIMPSON)
Last Album: YANKEE HOTEL FOXTROT (WILCO)

Top Five Most Played Songs (DIFF ARTISTS, CUZ IF NOT IT WOULD BE ALL ASHLEE)
1. AUTOBIOGRAPHY-ASHLEE SIMPSON
2. THIS IS WHERE IT ENDS-BARE NAKED LADIES
3. WONDERWALL-OASIS
4. BLUE CHRISTMAS-BRIGHT EYES
5. TE AVISO TE ANUNCIO-SHAKIRA

First song that comes up on Shuffle:
CALIFORNIA ONE BIRTH AND BEAUTY BERGADE-DECEMBERISTS


How many songs come up when you search for "sex"?
1


How many songs come up when you search for "death"?
6


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I SHOULD TRY TO SLEEP

LATSKY
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Nov. 30th, 2005 @ 10:05 am
hi there folks

YAY im back. holla! although i do have to say that my vaca did make a drastic turnaround on the VERY last day. being able to see everyone did make it so much better. as always the garg parties are the way to go if you want a fun no fail night. im so glad that i have people back home that are just so AWESOME! the whole transition and everything just gets tough.

ANYWAYS, i really should be doing some work, ill start it as soon as i finish (study for chem, write paper :(...) BUT the big news is that I REGISTERED FOR NEXT SEMESTER CLASSES:::::

1) BIOL 216 orginisms and ecosystems (my first real bio class of college)
2) ANTH 321 methods in archeology (with my same arch prof at the museam)
3) CHEM 106 principals of chemistry II (what the hell, ill finish out the year)
4) ESTD 398 seminar in enviornmental studies (my same crazy envsci prof!)
5) USNA 201 darwins view of life, unv. seminar (YUSSSS)

and get this, ALL of them can count twards my enviornmental studies degree. that means that i will have completed requirements for a complete envsci minor by the end of my third semester! and 4 of these also count twards an evolutionary bio degree, granted they are not going to allow me to count all those classes twards 2 majors simultaniously, its still cool to know that im actually chipping away at a real degree program :) im a grown-up now!

now that im heading into next semister i know a few things to avoid, do NOT buy your books full price at the bookstore BADMOVE

anyways i gotta go shower and actually study. and a wonderfull day to all

ciao
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Nov. 20th, 2005 @ 03:41 pm
SO longstory short...


im sitting here back in a-town

i flew in yeaterday afternoon, and boy are my arms tired, im SORRY i coulnt help it.....

anyway i guess it started about a week ago when my mom calle dme and told me that my nana was sick in the hispotal and as the days went on she kept getting worse and worse. solast wednesday night my mom called and said that i should really come home because she did not have very much time left, and that if i waited till thanksgiving break i might not get to see her. SOwe bumped up my flight to yesterday and i spent the rest of the week thouroughly a MESS. aye dios mio. luckily im not really missing that much in school, just 2 classes of chem, and one day of all my other classes. im e-mailimg one of my profs a paper on tuesday, GREAT.

BUT the good news is...apparently friday morning my grandma made so sort ofcrazy recovery and i guess she is going to be ok for at least a while, HOLY MOLEY. its just been kinda a whirlwind, so anyways i kept my tickets and was able to actually enjoy my last day at school.

SO ANYWAYS friday was very good because nick had been planning a suprise for me for a while, and i actually got through the night not stressing over stiff at home. so first he took me to this adorable little brazilian resteraunt, it was really cute and had latin music and whatnot. so THEN i had NO IDEA where we weregoing, and he drove me to a theater!!!!!!! awww and we went in and he handed me this flyer and was all "so i hear this play is really good" and it was I AM MY OWN WIFE awwww i coulnt belee it cuz i had wanted to go to that showww soo badly and he dident even KNOW. honestly i know that he doesent even like going to see plays that much. it was such a good and needed night. especially b/c im going to be here for the next 9 days and the 25th is our 3 monther, but at least i get to be home and see some more of my favorite people. awww my boyfrind is so cute :) plus i got back and he had getten some of my favorite german wheat beer mMMmMMm whatta gift. plus he dowloaded "sisterhood of the traveling pants" for my on dvd, i said tha cuz he made it for me i wouldnt make him watch it. OHHH MAN such a good movie. i watched it on the plane aww i totally started crying. i NEED to read the rest of the series

also i have a paper to write by tuesday and i dont want to at alll, stuff is really crazy here, us having to go viset my grandma all day and be in the hiospital and being with my very not close/cool extended family. at this point my feelings are mixed about being back

so to make myself feel better and i went shopping at filenes! YAY i got a track jacket and a shirt for $5.98!!!!! i miss that place soo much, they are just throwing clothes at you!!!!! awwwww hartsssss


anyways it getting hella cold and im not happy, im opfff to worm up and see if we hae any hot cocoa mix
mmmmmmmmmmm


LATER GATORS

Laura
ps. its weird cuz i dident actually tell anyone at school minus nick that i was going home early. idk its just weird to have to explain everything, whatever, plus i really was not in the mood to talk about it. so as i was leving yesterday morning i relized that i never tolled sheree that i was going to dissapear for 9 days, so a grabbed a post it and wrote "moved flight to today, happy thanksgiving, laura"

ohhh lubb ya roomate relationshiops LUBBB ya (ohhh wait not, i actually hate you, i hope your thanksgiving sucks as much as you, LOVE LAURA)
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Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 02:14 am
pps

im still at college and cant spell for shit

and i dont care!!!!!!!!!
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Nov. 16th, 2005 @ 02:12 am
ps

i kept thinking about going home to a town for fll break and got really homesick. nit in the way that i hate where i am, just that i miss it. and being out here makes me relize how mch a do love it and om proud to be from where i am

LOVE THAT DIRTY WATER
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Oct. 8th, 2005 @ 03:27 pm
Today I Feel: complacent
uhhh its 3:30


so last night was the SANGRIA PARTY at sigma nu :)

hahahahah

ohhhh man it was quite good/strong haha gotta love the frat parties. its aa cool group of guys there and all my pallios were there. ohhh man it/i got a little "silly". haah it was quite a fun time :-P

ANNNNNND i thin im going to take another nap, cuz im cool like that

today was the first day i woke up and it felt like a belinged here. idk it just felt like a real saterday. i could hear some of the girls talking outside, and it was rainy and now im HERE and i LIVE here :)

its cute i kinda like the dark weasather, it its just more homey. i mean warm nice weather i associate with vacation and not necesarity being at home, but where im at during the fall and winter is more home, awwwww. im kind gettin into the groove here. and meeting more people and becomong frinds with the girls on my floor. i think i can make this work :)

anyways its qite saterda-ey right now, im kinda laggin, but last night was fun so hah i guess its worth it

good weekend everybody

laura
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 05:05 pm
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i feel sOOOOO much better now, you know why/ cuz i found THiS;::

Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Do you like to dance?
Watch a movie or go shopping?
Favorite color?
Anything you'd like to confess to?
You are the Boyfriend song.
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You are the Surrender song.
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You are the Love Me for Me song.
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You are the LaLa song.
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 04:50 pm
OK here is my issue

i dont know whare i can get the REAL news. i just want to find a sourse SOMEWHERE thst just lays out the facts and does not give me some angle or instered opinion. how on earth are people suppoed to discover their own opinions if i can get the plaini facts!!!! AHHHH

so all this comes because im supped to write a short paper on mythoughts on the pivitization of social security. i dont really know how im supposed to do that when there is no place whare i can go to find out what its really MEANS the privitize social security. giving your opinion is all fine and good and i am interested to see what the views are on both sides, but for the love of god, i just want to get the FACTS down first

ugh aanyays

just wondering if there are any of you out there who know of places where i can get my news that does not have an agenda. ugh im so over this whole politics and economy thing. its the DEVIL

people are so gREEDY

especally the leaders of huge monopolizing coorperations ("i never knew they could be suc h a force for good in the world")

what if it were YoUR kid worling in that sweat shop, would you maybe reconsiter maxiizing your profits at the expense of human quality of life

WHO DOES THAT< WHO ARE YOU, jEEZ!!!!!

ok rant over, im gunna go for a run or omething

later
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Oct. 4th, 2005 @ 12:39 am
hey so just an update to put off going to bed

im starting to like this collge thing. i like that the library is a 5 min wlk away and i go tere about 2 times a day, more on occations. i have 9 books out right now, that accumulated over 5 days. i like that star bucks is literally 30 seconds from my dorm ,and that i can just swipe my sstudent id insted of having cash. lso the washers and dryers run off my student id cash, i havent used a single quarter. althought i have crazy laudry to do, not looking forward to it.

so today i had my am gym class, jogged for a half hour, short and sweet and fulfilling my physed requirement. went to the major fair ad felt better about bio and that i really donr need to worry about what major i want to fitmyself into because i already know what i am passionate about, i just need to find a path that will nurture that. oHHHH and im ting this self defence class. its SOOO sweet. next week is our final and the guys are going to dress up in full body suits and we kick the crap out of them. it really is impowering. i think i might freak nick out a little when i brag about all my methods for attaking the "soft zones"

but anyways tommorrow is my heavy acedemic day. i have my seminar writing course in the morning, im actually kinda likig the freedeom we get. none of us ever write the same essay because there is no formal question. at first i hated that but then i relized that i just left the door open for e to write about something that really iteresed me. i have to give an 8 mi presentation on my topic tomorrow, i finally figured it out ad it OWNS:

Prehistoric human sedentism and economic evolution

take that! this guy is not going to know what hit him. i just read this book ishmael where this talking gorrilla teaches this guy about where society wet wrong d how we unfairly rule the enviornment. heack yeah1 preach on. that and my archiology class was the isperatin for this. whooot

speakig of archeology, i get my midterm back torro, i really hope i did well i got so into it after a while. i mean the palio indians of eastern orth america introduced me to the idea of prehistoric sedentism. go them

and FrIDAY is the sangria party at sigma nu, its dure to be a good time :)
and then next weeked is home comong and its going to be fun. i dont know why we nevr had it at AHS

in other news: iM SO EXITED FOR SORORITY RUSH ITS OT EVEN FUNNY
i cat wait,its going to be so fun. i want to be a sorority here wcked badly. i have already met so many of the girls and they are super super sweet. at this poit i just need to figure out which ine i want i on.

alriight thats enugh updates, really nothing too interesting. im off later gators
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Sep. 18th, 2005 @ 04:15 pm
my dorm room is never the right temperature
and i am sick of havig a roomate
idk wh i am complaining right off the bat
i just have a paper to write and i guess im not used to doing my work here yet
at home you have your own little routine with homework and writing papers
i just havent found that yet i guess

i love that starbucks is right across from my res hall
and i can use the money on my student id so i never need cash
and i love that you can add extra shots of expresso

last night i think i stayed up later than i have the whole time i have been here
witch is sad cuz it was only lke 3:30
but slept till 1, and felt kinda out of it
went to lunch and made myself a tofu and hummus wrap
i really love being a vegitarian
no joke and ts really easy at this point

so update cuz i procrastinate:

thursday:
woke up too late to shower
hit up my 8:30 seminar as a mess cuz i woke at 8:25
dragged myself to philosophy (more like ahistory of science course)
tryed very hard to stay awake
mostly failed at staying awake
which sucked cuz its a 20 person class
went back and ate poptarts
college=pop tart land
seriously i have become a poptart expert
only cuz i never wake in time to go to b-fast
wanted to take a shower but failed cuz the cleaning man was in there
i prob zoned out in my room for an hour
honstly have no memory of what i did at that point
finally made it back to the shower
got out and relized that i was skrewed
cuz i had 5 min to dry off get ready and get to a class on the other side of campus
balls, right?
yup, gave up and broke down
called mom and vented for about an hour, because:
-my laundry was not done
-my roomate and i dont have a good relationship/she doesent talk to me
-i missed my class and blamed it on my roomate
-i diden feel smart enough
-i was waaay too f-ing tired
-i missed having my finds to talk to
-i missed being able to go home and feel safe and supported
being able to call home and just talk have someone to listen to you is the best thing in the world, some timmes you just need to let it all out to be able to move on
so wth that out of my system i got up and went to my archeology class
i love that class
it made my day soo much better
its funny how class can do that
then hit up the library and did more homework
got some yummy tofu dinner and then watched amilie and felt better :)
LOVE that movie

FRIDAY:

slept till 10:30
got my laundry DONE
felt better times a million
hit up chem class at 2
went to a spa in little italy and treated myself to a very expensive manicure
got a parafin wax treatment and french tips
chilled for awhile there while drinking the complementary imported water
went back and shot pool for a while (haha i suck)
went to chipotle with dorm people(the midwests attempt at annas taqueria)
hit up improv :)
met up with my casae camp buds and hit up the sig nu frat party
met up with the boy who is now offically part of sig nu! they had a secret induction ceremony earlyer tat night and then threw thier first party of the year at the house
those parties are quite fun!!!!
left early so he could rest up for the football game on saterday

saterday:
SHOPPING! at tower city mall in downtown cleveland
yay bonding with the floor girlies
used my old navy card at the gap cu im cheap and cant afford to buy clothes with my own money....
rode around on the rapid subway, that i get on for freeeeeeee
got back showered and got LOCKED OUT
that was sweet, to the maxx, wait not really
i guess she came in and left while i was in there
luckly for me i went in there with my clothes
had t go to the administrative builing dripping wet and get a spare key
thanks!
at least now i wonr make the mistake of not bringin my key with me next time
met up with nick after they came back from kicking kenyon butt on the football feild
got my veggie wrap at the "silver spartin" diner
went to the showing of MUPPETS TAKE MANHATTEN on campus
im really cool i know
went back and hung out
downloaded 13 going on 30, but fell asleeep watching it
cest la vie


so that was most of my weekend in a rather large nutshell

i have a paper to write and clearly wrote and even less interesint entry
hope yall have fun whatever yourere doing

later,
laura
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cuz im in college and dont sleep )

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Sep. 12th, 2005 @ 02:27 am
so its just about 2:30 on sunday night and i cant sleep so clearly it calls for an lj entry

hmmm what went on this weekend...saterday was the first home football game!! how fun we all got painted up and looked adorable as we possibly could. and clearly it worked cuz we WON 20-7. me and my bud lisa are going to start a case spiret club so we can use case funds to make glittery posters and but face paint. unfortunetly i got one hell of a half sunburn, cuz the stadium i set up so it hits your face on one side. so i am quite red on my left side. and because i painted up i got att he letters and numbers burned into my skin. now thats dedication. but no its a horrible burn. one person asked my today if i had been beaen on my clavicle.

so i went to find some aloe vera gel around here, and i went to this "food co-op store" which os AMAZING it looked like the grossest cheapest food store BUT its actually a SUPERDUPER organic and health food store. i love it. it has a million differet ypes of granola and lentils and whatnot. and it all organic and i just feel so good getting my stuff there. and et this, for burns they sold me a LIVING aloe plant WHOO its so cute and earthy. i nammed it Adelbert. dont ask its a case thung.

so i was so inspired by the co-op and its crunchyness i have decicded:

I AM GOING TO BECOME A VEGITARIAN

i dont relly know why. i just kinda want to try it. college seems like a good place to start. i had tofu toda and they always have it there. anyways it cant hurt, so i have now been a vegiatrian for a day GO ME

so its really true about collee students getting a crazy amount of sleep at crazy times. i slept till noon today woah. that doesent really happen to me ever. i stayed up really late last night cuz there was a little folk-ey group at the coffee house down the street that i went with nick to go check out and its was so cute, i love having live music. and then watched amilie cuz she is jsut so damn cute :)

but today i went to the INDIANS GAME! whoo they are my adopted baseball team. thy are just soo cute and GRADT SIZEMORE is the star of the team and is a cutie. and they WON bigtime so now i have the sox and the indians as my hometeams awwwww plus we all got our tickets for FIVE BUCKS how crazy! so we got a whoole bunch of people to go and it was a HOOT!

tomorrow i have cardio at 9 and my joke of a chem class at 2, clearly there will be napage in between

alright this enty does not even come CLOSE to describing my life here. stuff is really good awww and if yu wanna know more you can get it out of me without lj. so there

take care babies

laura <3
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Aug. 28th, 2005 @ 10:25 am
hey all

im really bored and waiting for my rents to come and pick me up, so clearly i am going to update. so camp was AWESOME im so glad that i went not only did i get to move in early but i met some really awesome people and i got to know the really well. abd i climbed my rock wall and felt really good about myself, so yuss. i still need to do something abouthow my room is arranged, i want to de-loft my bed but i have no place to put all the stuff now umderneath it.meeting people is great and so far i have introduced myself to everone i can and i found some people who e just as out there and frind happy as i am so i works out really well. classes strt tomorrow im kinda nervious i paid 600 bucks for my books this term and feel rather sick aobut it. i also signed up for all these clubs and whatnot yesterday it was quite fun, i doubt ill do all of them but it nice o have those connections. one of my pals and i got invited by oujr frat frinds to dress up with them at the football games and be SPARTIN GIRLS they are gunna make us thse aluminum skirts nd we can spread our crazyness to others. kthis has been a really boring entry and clearly does not reflect ll the awesome things hat are going on right now in my life

anyway, thats to all that have NOT returNED MY CALLS, haha i just hope you ae all doing well an having a fun time. nyways im tried and hve to geet ready to go out with the rents soon

take care all
laura
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Aug. 26th, 2005 @ 12:40 am
college is good
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Aug. 20th, 2005 @ 06:31 am
well this is it, 1.5 hours left in A-town

its been real folks

peace
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Aug. 17th, 2005 @ 07:04 pm
my very first college freack out is OVER :)

dnot you just love that calm after the storm
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Aug. 17th, 2005 @ 11:07 am
HEY!!
guess what?

today is augest 17th and that means that i have just about three days left befroe i leve for school! how crazy.

THREE DAYS

wowzah, so i still have all this packing to do and i should really clean my room before i go. i feel like i have all this time and still no time at all.

i havent really been getting mcu h sleep lately, idk why. at night i just bum around my house randomly pack stuff and watch whateverit is that tickles my fancy. i wanted to finish the divinchi code before i left but i havent even started it...umm so thats that. so most of you know that i am on a quaet to become really stong before i leve for school and i have three more days to do it. anywho i think im off to yoga now, cuz my pilates was cancelled


ok so im off now

latahhhh
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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 12:18 am
my life

http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/guides/guide-display/-/2KYZ5KRL1I7P0/ref=cm_bg_dp_l_3/104-4036584-4385510


do you REMEBER these i NEEDthem, i saw all of them MULTIPLE times

i LOVE BRINNK FOR EVERRRRRR
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Jul. 9th, 2005 @ 11:01 am
hokay so....

TOMORROW IM FLYING TO CLEVELAND!!!

waoh now im getting up at 4 and then flying ALL BYMYSELF!!! and then landing in a city i have never really been to before, and taking a train line that i am completely unfamiliar with and walking my ass to ORIENTATION! whoot! holla acha independent woman ::holla::
hhaaha lame-o whatever

but im exited cuz that will be interesting and then i coming back and going to spend time with KAR in RI! whoo and im not working at ALL for SIX DAYS!!!! im so pumped, i got an extra 2 days after my OH trip[ off by begging people to take my shifs, yaya thanks to them :)

this is gunna be fuuun, and today is my first day off witch will be spent trying to fugire iout what to pack, buying travel stuff (and clearly laura stuff) at t.j. maxx and hopfully doing nothing stressfull at aLL and then going to bed early

hay not-so-funny-story, so i get this random messege from some senior guy at case saying:
"Whats up Laura, My name is Mark. I always enjoy meeting new people. I am taking summer classes here, so send me a message if you want hang out during orientation. There are alot of neat things to see and do that orientation doesn't show you. Take it easy, bye :)"

so i was just like, WOW these people are soo nice he wants to show me all the ins and outs of cleveland it will be fun blah blah blah, so i send him a messege saying just that, and that i think it will be fun blah blah blah

THEN i relize that wait this is just some random guy who randomly found you and doesent even have a PICTURE on his facebook and has like 4 frinds on it and wants to show around this girl he does not know???? ummm idk am i just being really ignorant to think that this is just some really findly guy who wamts to show me around? huh idk haha i bet i do go and hang out with him, cuz im dumb and ill come back growing mark babies in me :P


ANYWAYS ok thats it im off to do stuff and i hope all are welll and ill see yall when i come back from my trips

have fun ALL!

LOVE LAURA
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Jul. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:49 am
Today I Feel: thoughtful
i just wrote the begging to the first real entry i have done in a LOONG time and LJ just freaked and erased it all on me, its mad at me for being away for so long

ANYWAYS..i just wanted to catch up a little i guess and sum up where i am right now. all of those really big senior events already happened, prom, graduation, yearbboks, last blast. i loved it it went really well and im glad i got to do all of those and kinda tie up all those loose strings at AHS
this summer so far has been really nice, i have been able to see and have really fun times with a lot of you, and i cant tell you how much it means to me to have all of you in my life, honestly you make time here so fun and worthwhile :) and if i have NOT been able to spend time with you do not worry we have oodles of time left (well sorta) time enough for us to chill, im really bad at getting in contact with people and its not because i dont want to see of hang out (quite the opposite) its just that im odd like that

moving on...its weird that we are moving into that time when people are starting to go away for good, grated most of us have some more time left in a-town. but vinnie already left and i know others are soon to go aswell and it really makes it hit hoime how real everything is now, im not going to see a lot of you for a long time. it makes time seem so fragile. but i know that we are moving onto some really wonderful things and it makes me really happy in the end.

goodbyes are something that i dont care much for or that i find really necessary. my memories of all of you (or at least the memories worth having) wont be those last few minuted at the airport, or the awkward hugs and forced words that we try to make sound really profound when you leve someone and relize "this is it". so before each of us go lets not spend the whole night dwelling on the futue but live in the present. i dont want all these times to be filled with sadness. it should really be a happy time and those will be the memories that last. its going to be those thoughts of "harry potter poodles" in sophmore year, or "manny the planaria" in ap bio or "patric stuwart" and most recently "sisterhood of the cake"that will remind me all of you. i just want those to be the memories i keep with me....

anyways into EVENTS, not anythign realy gigantic, haha othe tha graduating, has happened, although for some reason at this point graduation doesent feel that giganiv to me right now. my work is taking over my life, no really. i used to love my job but i have come to dread it. i want to spend my time here with yo guys and with my family not working awkwardly with people whom i really etest. they jacked up my hours and i was really not ready for it. i dont care if others can handle working 40 hours a week, i really cant. plus its such a repetitive job. and although it seems like it wouldent be stress full to me it is. i just cant plese everyone. i get complaints from all sides. if i do one thing i get the waiters up my ass. and if not the costomers complain and now there is an issue with the other hostesses being not just rude infron of costomrs they are SKANY BITCHES, and honestly you all know me, or should know me, i dont really say stuff like that a lot, i mean when im being at all serious. but i am just so angry and mad at them, it takes a lot for me not to get along with someone. im really laid back when it comes to accepting others and im really at my last draw. i had to confront yeaterday, and even though it was just a really little thing, in my book it was big bacuse i am teriifid of confrntation and i was shaking afterward, soo angry. so im cutting back my hours. its just that i am really working too much nd its taking over my life and im getting so caought up in the stupid drama. either that or im quitting, and honestly i ned the money, catch-22

ok i guess thats end for now. i hope all is well and i hope that his doesent spark a big lj jag for me, i dont think it will. maybe ill write something else after orienation (soo son) im leving next sunday and im really exited. but roomate still hasent e-mailed me back, and that kinda worries me, so again we will just see what happens

ok thats end, time to wash out my hair,
LAURA
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May. 1st, 2005 @ 10:25 pm
Today I Feel: drained
Current Jammin' Beat: J LO!!!!
hey slutmuffins,

ugh, im so over not having any free time. what the hell! i thought i wante to work all the time and get money but i just wnt a minutr where i can do NOTING! amd smart me told them i could work double on saterday and sunday, but sunday is MOTHERS DAY :( so now i wont get to see my mum all day. and even if i WANT to study i CANT! and i want to get to the gym for more than a half hour but thats all i can seem to fit in POO!

umm yeah and school must end now cuz im so over you and i want to lay out in the sun, and i cant really do that much stuck in AHS

am i the only one DREADING all this graduation crap? its going to send me through the roof. i just wish school could end without all the dramatic flair. i already told my mother that there is no way in hell that i am having a graduation party because id just end up freaking out. maybe i have like a social phobia but more likey is that fact that i want to spend the rest of my free days lying out (going to the BEACH) and doing NOTHING...uughh cant wait

haha i just re read that and i soud like the most bitchy person ever. good lord, the other day someone gave me a complement and i just completely bitched them out and was like "what do you MEAN by that??" when clearly they were just rying to be nice. good lord what is HAPPENING TO ME!!!

but nah its all good, just need to actually study for a bit for chem and psych. im soo thrilled that the ap psych test is soo soon. that class cant end soon enough. Hey Ms. Tobin, im sooo over your class that its not even funny. Love, Laura!

ok im endin this right now, sleep well pupus *mwah*
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